the lives we lived are only golden-plated

never did those papers, i'm officially fucked. i'm making myself sick by obsessing over this grade, i think about it day and night, and i won't stop obsessing until my grades are posted online.

i get to see one of my writing idols on june 5th and 6th, i can't wait. even though you've become somewhat "untouchable", just know that you've inspired me for the past 4 years, and i can't thank you enough for that. maybe i'll see you outside of ak47 if i go, that would be cool.

my other writing idol got a fabulously scene tattoo, but babe, what if you get fat? seriously now- "thin as a dime"? i know that they're lyrics, but really now. but its really nice, i love the font

oh fuck, this song makes me cry. a lot. will you write me a song like this? "and its all because of you- this one's for you."

happy late birthday bby, you're no longer a teenager.

i want to scream until my vocal cords tear.

i need a change; look, scenery, friends- anything, everything has gotten so dull and boring.

It takes acquired minds to taste, to taste, to taste this wine

failure. you'll never amount to anything, you're going to fail this class because you haven't done these papers and you're going to fail and have to repeat this course because you're stupid and lazy and a fuckup.

whoa, i never meant to brag

i'm fucked beyond belief. 2 10-page papers done in one day, can i actually pull this off?

i really should learn how to get my ass off of myspace and do some work. like i'll get ridiculously tired, but i'll force myself to stay on myspace instead of writing these papers, what's wrong with me?!

cartel on thursday in my favorite city in the world, i'm excited. and then i get to see fall out boy again on june 6th, so yay even though i'll be spending about $200 on merch (damn you clandestine industries for making such cute things like the hemy shirt!!), because i'll most likely buy all of the clandestine stuff, the tour shirt, a tai shirt, and a cobra starship shirt, and maybe, just maybe, a grill 'cause my girlies and i are so gangster that we're all going to have to get one.

once a whore you're nothing more, i'm sorry that'll never change.

will i ever learn? i haven't done any of my work, and i'm going to have to beg for more time, i'm going to feign illness due to my allergies (partly true, i've been coughing up chunky crap all week) and pray that i have until saturday to hand in my paper and final.

i'm going to fail this class because i'm so lazy. i don't do my work and then take advantage of the kindness and sympathy of my professor in order to get an extentsion, its so fucked up.

it all comes to an end on thursday, and i'm really sad, i love the girlies in my class, they're so amazing and fun, i'll have class with a few of them in the fall, but it won't be the same. we're going to be amazing on thursday, and we'll leave the crowd wanting more. ♥ kme forever ♥

i'll prepare you for a sick dark world.

i don't know what i want. (met you on the internet)
i don't know what i want. (then i lied about it)

have you ever found a song that's just so fitting that its, well, creepy? yeah, seeing those lyrics gave me chills because its true.

she's got a body like an hourglass that's ticking like a clock.

motivate me. 5 page paper, final, and pile of homeworks to do, the homeworks are due on tuesday, and i really need to do this paper and final, the paper has been due for weeks, and the final is due on wednesday. i just need to start everything, once i start it, i'll finish it quickly.

you're unlike every other staten island boy, and that's what makes you so attractive. you're not "emo", "scene", a guido, you're you. we're both unlike every boy and girl here, so why don't you approach me? myspc m bby.

Go ahead and sell me more.

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it was a lie when they smiled and said "you won't feel a thing"

the required bamboozle post.

brand new let me down. i was on the fucking barricade for them, and they let me down. they played "degausser" twice, "seventy times seven", and "you won't know". why the fuck did that have to play that long song twice, they should've played something else from the first cd. i mean i was crying tears of joy because i was on the barricade, but it could've been better.

my chemical romance was amazing, i was doubled over from screaming during "how i disappear" because that song is very important to me due to my ed. they played the whole black parade cd, and 5 songs off of three cheers. i never felt so happy to be in a crowd, it was so amazing because during the singles like "welcome to the black parade", everyone was singing along, it was so cool, we ARE the black parade, and we will carry on!

taking back sunday playing "MY BLUE HEAVEN"!!!!!!!! i'm pretty sure that i can die happy now, because that is my favorite song. but people suck, if you only know a band for their singles or new songs, then don't watch them, let the fans that have been listening to them for 6 years get closer, because i could barely see, which sucked, and i was the only person in the back that knew all of the words to every single song.

paramore never ceases to amaze me, i admire hayley so much.

plain white t's were amazing, and a guy proposed to his girlfriend before "hey there delilah", it was so cute! i want that to happen, to that song.

jack's mannequin was fucking great.

i don't want to start over again

sometimes, i think too much.
over-analyze.
concentrate.
obsess.
however you like to put it, i do too much of it.

and i'll admit, i want you to help me through this

give me courage.
give me strength.
give me faith.
give me confidence.
give me happiness.