turn out the lights, it's my fault, i’m never alone

 it’s sad when you realize a friendship is one sided, and has run its course. i feel like i’m always being used, and i’m seen when it’s convenient for them. its always all about them, and their problems - it becomes a battle of “who can complain more”. and i’m always wrong, and my thoughts are invalid. it’s frustrating. were we still friends because of the nostalgia? i wish i knew.