you gotta give a little, but it takes a lot to get over you

i hope that my horoscope continues to be right.

i'll be there for you if you need me on friday, i promise.

you're everything to me

he hasn't talked to me since tuesday. i'm afraid that i fucked it up somehow, but how?

honestly though, our connection isn't as good as it was. i don't like his random bouts of immaturity, he occasionally acts 10 years younger than he is. and i just don't know what to say anymore.

to the other boy- do you like me? i'm getting such mixed signals from you. the phone call, the looks, that hug- you confuse me so much. i guess i'll have to wait and see with you.

wishing, wanting, yours for the taking

i just saw a picture of him kissing this chick, and its not bothering me at all. last week, i would have been hysterically crying, but now, i could care less. its because of this boy, he's amazing. i still can't believe this is happening. i've never felt like this before, and its wonderful

oh no, i've said too much, i haven't said enough

so amazing. i'm enthralled by you. i've never got along so well with someone before. this could be the start of something so amazing. we read each other so well, its scary. he's so brilliant, i love talking to him.

i am the queen of education finals. and i hate math with a firey passion.

hey moon, please forget to fall down

you're making me physically ill right now. i want to cry, scream, vomit, pull my hair out, and cut. so deeply it doesn't stop bleeding. i haven't felt like this in years, why are you doing this to me now? i'm finally happy, and you're ruining it.

i'll destroy this useless heart, i'll fuck it up so it'll never beat again

he's so perfect. i'm just so attracted to him, physically, and mentally, if that makes any sense. he's so smart, and he's nerdy, which i adore. he listens to the most amazing music, and loves horror, like i do.

this could be the start of something amazing, let's hope that i don't fuck it up.

guilt by association

so i met this boy. he's unlike any boy i've ever met. he's cute, really smart, funny, and so sweet. i'm so nervous, i keep on staring on the paper with his number on it, like its going to call itself. let's hope that i don't fuck this one up.

oh alcohol, how do i love thee and your powers of bringing people together.

So tired and oh so squeamish, did you get what you deserve?

thursday... amazing. my boo spotted me from the stage, i can't wait to see him again. they didn't screw up my song, which was a surprise, haha. and BUBBLES! and i love my k, she's the raddest girl that i know. no drama, just my best.

tonight was epic. the black parade is over, you can all go home now. i felt like i was in high school again when they did "i'm not okay", that cd was my life senior year. and tbs were actually good, haha. and i almost cried during "famous last words" because that's my song.

l and i are evil. but its okay, they deserve it.

you and me, 7/12. i can't fucking wait.

hold me hold me if i learn to...

this weekend was what i needed. good bands and good friends. and random meetings with bands, haha. and i cried during the starting line, i'll miss them.

tonight. omg. epic. i got to meet my other writing idol. many smiles were exchanged during the show. and we're couple of the year.

i hate you guys. that was fucking creepy. i'm her friend, and i had to explain all of you to her, and she doesn't like you guys either. i can't believe you guys followed us, you have fucking problems.

and honey, stop lying and changing your story, we saw you there the whole show.

stop asking, keep dancing

i live for this weekend. pure freedom. just music and friends, that's all i need. no worries, just good times.

incognito is the way to go. we'll show that skank that you're his now. and we're gonna have such a rad time together on sunday.

got over the procrastination, kind of. semester is almost done, lets hope i don't crack