i may never sleep tonight, as long as you're still burning bright

i know i'll never be what you want, and it kills me.

comments about my body kill me inside. make me not want to eat at all. fuck you.

things have changed for me, and that's okay

things are getting brighter. still hate myself, but i'm surviving my classes, and my family is sort of whole again.

doing big things and going places.

you're really driving me nuts. just. just stop. i want an answer. evidence that you're into her, and not me. something concrete.