i missed your skin when you were east

i just don't know anymore. i want so many people just out of my life, and they'll never be out of it. we have mutual (if you could call it that) friends, and go to the same shows. we all try to be cordial to one another, but its all so fake. i'm so sick of it.

hey bitch- nice job taking a stab at my bff. it was her fucking bday, and i'm wearing the same shit to the show on the 18th- OH WAIT, YOU CAN'T GO, IT SOLD OUT. tough luck bitch.

congrats to pete and ashlee!! so glad your boy is healthy and happy, i'm really happy for you guys.

what a catch

i can't wait for this semester to end, its been driving me mad. work piles up, and i have several major projects just around the corner.

wentz baby watch is on. good luck to them, i hope that their baby is happy and healthy.

saw my fobs on sunday, felt like old times. i missed them too much, i didn't realize how much i needed them back in my life. and i want the new cd now, i love all of the leaked tracks, they're so amazing. and reminiscent of tttyg, which makes me extremely happy.

glad i didn't go to tai/cobra this week, i didn't need the drama. even though i miss both bands, it was the first tai show i've missed since hct 07, and first cobra show i've missed this year, i've seen them 7 times since January, and i miss them. and ftsk. even though they're not mine, i wish i was there too see them again, at least jonathan recognizes me.

gained weight, it went to my ass/thighs, just wonderful. and i just ate cookie dough, good job fatass.

welcome to the new administration!

my heart is literally swelling right now. he gave such an amazing speech. i am so happy. i have tears in my eyes, this is so amazing. i can't believe this, i really can't. i wish i could have voted, my registration stuff got lost in the mail, but just to see this happen is so amazing. i believed in change, and i can't wait for it to happen.

everybody scream

panic will officially be a part of my life forever on saturday. i'm getting "give your feet a chance, they'll do all the thinking" from pas de cheval tattooed on my wrist. very impulsive, but it means a lot to me because after dancing for 17 years, my feet do have a brain. i can't wait to show it to my giiiiiirl, she'll love it, especially because she named the song.

i can't believe how low i stooped saturday night. i'm that desparate that i lowered my standards to that?! i did not appreciate having my tits grabbed by someone i just met- its one thing if its a friend, not a person that's basically a stranger. stop meant stop, you asshole.

obama '08- we need change

northern downpour sends its love

tonight was perfect, simply perfect. brendon is the cutest thing ever, omg, il him. I SAW YOU MR. ROSS. fucking creeper. wtf, how the fuck did he spot me? i love m&g, its always an interesting experience with mr. urie- what's up? nothing, just chilling, taking some pictures!; i love that kid.

i almost cried during: "1, 2, 3, 4", "hey there delilah", dashboard's set, and "northern downpour". fuck my life.

thank you deleon... you're the best.

i got a drumstick 'cause it landed on my boobs, haha. they're good for something!

drama drama everywhere.