i should have known better than to call you out

may 4th. may 5th. may 7th. may 8th. that week shall be epic. good band and good friends.

you irritate me beyond belief. i know your little game, and i can play it right back. and if i have it, i'll give it to someone that i actually like, and not to you.

revenge shall be so sweet.

it is pathetic when a grown woman acts like a child. grow up and stop blaming us. just because we're young doesn't mean that we're dumb.

hi there end of semester procrastination, how have you been? overdue paper, and a paper due tonight, this is great.

i have found my absolute favorite place in the world. its not nyc, but its beautiful. its sunny and gorgeous, and the water is so blue, i love it there. i felt so happy and relaxed, i didn't want to leave.

i sat in a window and watched the ocean every night last week. the simple movement of the moonlight water is so peaceful and inspiring.

you clicked your heels and wished for me.

i'm so confused. i have this feeling of longing, but i don't know what i want. or who i want. well i want someone that is practically untouchable, and the other, i don't know how to talk to him. i'm scared of rejection, and i don't know what i want. its not love, i don't know what it is.

one month.

congrats girl, i'm so happy for you two.

and you know that you feel it too

stress stress stress. that's all i feel. i don't want to grow up. i don't want to be responsible. i don't want to work. i want to marry a rich guy and not have to do a thing.

fucking cunts. you create drama over stupid shit. you say that the drama is done, and then you do something dumb. oh, and what you did yesterday was so dumb, and you didn't even do it right because we realized that it was you cunts that did it. real brilliant. and i'm sure if i went, there would've been more.

may needs to come right now.