and there's no ring, there's no ring on the phone anymore

this is the last place that i can turn to that has a bit of privacy.

having a camera doesn't mean that you're a photographer, and taking pictures at "interesting" angles doesn't make the picture cool, it just makes it suck. you're a horrible photographer, your camera sucks ass, you don't know how to edit and pick out the good photos, you just post everything that you take. yes, i am jealous because you're getting stuff that myself and another deserving photographer should be getting, but that's only a part of it, you act like you're better than everyone else because you finagled your way into getting a vendor wristband which got you into the photo pit.

warped was pleasant, for the most part. working was fun, except for when i had to go get an emt for that girl because she made herself sick from the heat because she wasn't drinking water. i got to see most of the bands that i had wanted to see, i officially hate the new paramore fans, little bitches. i got to see a few bands, forever the sickest kids sang to me (i love my southern boys) which was awesome. and i got to chill with some of the boys from paramore on the day that i worked, sweetest boys ever! they're so nice and mad chill, i could've hung out with them all day if we didn't get kicked out of the area (the boys almost did too, lol). i wound up missing alkaline trio's set both days that i went, i heard all of it perfectly, but i was working when they played and then i got there when they were on the next day, i was not happy. good weekend filled with good friends, new and old and of course some drama.

oh, did i mention that i got to go to the warped barbecue?! that was awesome, chilled with ftsk and ran into one of the girls from the video shoot! but that's when the drama happened, i pretty much wound up without my travel buddy and one of the other girls from the shoot that i know had to drive me to the train station in li because her, and all of my other friends (excluding the cunt that scummed me over) didn't want me taking the bus to it by myself. i did not appreciate being left to travel by myself, it was a long and shitty trip, thanks a lot you little cunt for doing that to me, you use people and are friends with them when its convenient for you- you needed a ride and i was dumb enough to give it to you- never again.

school on the 27th, kill me.

just jealous 'cause we're young and in love

week from hell. scholarship was taken away by my school, got it back along with a fucking lecture, and warped has turned into a mess.
FUCK YOU METROPOLITAN TRANSIT AUTHORITY AND TIME WARNER CABLE.

i am not your fucking taxi, its one thing to ask someone for a ride, and its another to ask how many people i'm bringing. and to call me at 1am to ask me? i almost didn't pick up, but i was nice and now i want to kill you. and i'm not you, i don't let random people come and sleep over my house in the middle over the night, if i did that then i won't see the light of day for months because my parents will wake up and i'll be fucked.

i want to rip my hair out and bang my head against the wall.