i wanna breakdance ,yeah, i wanna get down with you

drama and lies. that's what my weekend was filled with. l, i love ya, and you didn't deserve the drama and gossip.

thanks for not even bothering to call me to tell me that you couldn't come today. at least i was able to pour my anger and frustration out onto that stage, and done that dance probably the best i have ever done it because of you. too bad you weren't even there to see it. i really wanted you to be there to cheer me on and see how amazing i am. i go to all of your shows, and you can't even go to mine- especially when i was getting you in for free?!

best show ever tonight. i just fed off of the energy of the crowd, and it was amazing. a few fuck ups, but it was easily the best show. especially the chair dance... the crowd was just insane during that and that definitely pumped me up and kept me going. i loved that dance, it let me be a character that i'd never thought i'd be.

another video shoot next week. i'm going to be fucking famous.

i laughed myself to sleep

still confused over him, what else is new?

so much drama, its sickening. stupid, lying-two faced children. i just want this weekend to be over with already. and hey, we're the best, we were together and looked amazing.

i've stopped sleeping.

and you scream confessions at the insipid sky-parting clouds

these pet names that you call me are driving me nuts. i love it when you call me sweets and love, but do you mean them?

aww, my dogs are spooning, how cute.

fata are breaking up, no one knows how much that is upsetting me. fan since 02, and i only got to see them once.

i think it's safe to say you're deadly in your own way

i don't sleep anymore.

you confuse me so much. am i your friend, or do you like me as more than one? please let me know, stop confusing me.

i wish i could go back to this time last year and re-do the friendships that i "made", then i wouldn't have become involved with you assholes.