Tuesday, August 08, 2023

so make no plans and none can be broken, no plans and none can be broken

 it’s strange how things just don’t change. all i do is complain, and i’m too scared to change anything. there are too many what ifs, and i can’t take the plunge. i’m too scared to look for another job, i’m too scared to ask him out, i’m too scared to buy a house. i’ve never been scared of the unknown until now. trying to manifest something - genuine happiness that is not fleeting, falling in love, making a good change. i just feel like it will never happen.