go ahead and cry yourself to sleep

they're fighting again, surprise, surprise. i hate this, i can't do anything right. i breathe and he yells at me. i've wanted to cry for hours now. i hate being home, i can't be around him anymore. my mom and i are so upset, even the littlest, stupidest things set him off.

i need someone to talk to. this isn't enough, i need a real person. keeping it all bottled up is starting to get to me. the last time this happened, i began cutting. and he was the cause of it the last time, what a surprise. and i'm about to again. i haven't done it for 2 years, and i feel like i need to right now.

hey moon, please forget to fall down

i finally listened to a skylit drive again. it took me 3 months because they made me think of you. how coincidental that i listened to them the day that you posted that bulletin that made my heart break. you are one of the nicest, sweetest people that i know, don't think otherwise.

lol@you. i laughed when you told me what happened. i don't care if i'm a bitch, but you had that coming.

karma is a bitch, isn't it ladies?

where were you when I needed you most?

FUCK YOU, YOU FAT CUNT. HOW FUCKING STUPID DO YOU THINK I AM???? SERIOUSLY. I TOLD THAT TO 2 FRIENDS, AND POSTED IT IN A FRIENDS-ONLY LJ, DID YOU THINK THAT I WASN'T GOING TO FIGURE OUT WHO IT WAS?? it took me all of 5 minutes to figure out it was you. get a fucking life you asshole.

oh i am so pissed that i'm shaking.

forever a lake-effect kid

i'm so mad right now. that little fucking wannabe hipster cunt deserves to be punched in her face, so i can break her ugly bug-eye dior sunglasses. you're not the only one affected by this change. i joined the class because i asked if i could, its not my fault she moved everyone into it. and we all suck? sweetie, you ain't perfect either. i don't understand why you hate me, i've never given you a reason to, and now i want to hurt you.

i can't do anything right.

summer love on a gurney with a squeaky wheel

i think my parents are on the brink of separation. they keep on fighting, money being the main issue. they make so much money, yet we're struggling to pay bills because my mother falls behind, and buys useless things from the shopping channels. now its not like i'm not a part of it because she still gives me money and buys me things, but i've been using more and more of my money so i don't mooch as much. i just hate this, their 22nd anniversary is this month, and i'm beginning to doubt that they will make it to their 23rd.