& like each day I love you more. today more than yesterday and much less than tomorrow

i need to learn how to have faith in myself. to push myself more. i know i'm capable of doing things, but i don't believe in myself and constantly berate myself. i know i can dance well. i know i'm smart when i do my work, but i don't believe in myself and let that bring me down and make everything suffer. and i feel so happy when i accomplish things, and i want that feeling to last.

i can't wait to see our finished product, its going to be the raddest thing ever.

we're all too small to talk to god

drifting away from some, and getting closer to others. the ones i'm drifting from have been dragging me down since i've met them, i'm done with them and their bullshit.

you girls are the fakest people i know. the second someone is gone, you talk about them. you all use each other to get to shows and meet people, and its not right. one day you'll all be fucked over, and you'll know how it feels.

yay for good friends and good bands. and good friends in good bands that chill with fans between sets.