and i wonder if you’d take it slow

i hate mixed signals. are you flirting with me, or just being a clueless boy? it sounded like you were flirting...am i reading too much into this? most guys won’t say that to a girl unless they’re flirting with them...but you’re not like most guys, you’ve never been.

it’s a duality. i want you, but you don’t want me, you’ve never wanted me. and the one person that wants me, i don’t want them.

i’m just sick of being alone. i’m getting desperate. the only attention i get is from someone that i’m not attracted to at all. i keep trying to push them away, but then they come back. am i being superficial? absolutely. but i can’t change who i’m attracted to.