but darling you're not thinking straight

so she's back with the ex... and i lost my best friend. we barely saw each other when they were dating, i hung out with her more over the past few months than i did during the 2 years that they were together. she became so independent and confident, and now she's going to lose all that she gained because of him. fuck what the psychic said, you got back with the boy for a reason, and yet you break up with him for this asshole with no future. i know that they won't work out, and i really can't stand seeing her cry over him again, whenever she does, it breaks my heart because i can't say or do anything that will help her.

so i miss you like whoa. i really don't want you to try out for that because i know that you'll win because you're fucking amazing and then you'll get a big ego and have a teenie following and you'll forget about the people that care about you, and knew you before you became mr. hollywood. but you're a grown man, so i can't do anything to stop you... best of luck my dear, its not like you're gonna need it. and don't forget about me, please.

please stop critiquing everything that i do. i know that my timing is bad. i know that i don't hop. i know that i have to fly during that part of the dance. please stop, you make me feel like shit, like i'm the worst dancer ever (well i am), please, just stop. you're personally going after me, and i hate it. things like this are making me consider quitting after this year is done.