Thursday, April 26, 2007

to hands between legs, to whatever it takes, to drinks at the club to the bar to the keys of your car, to the hotel stairs, to the emergency exit door

*flails* hot boy. penis pictures. omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and its not like wentz penis (but i still <3 ya pete), its actually, um, like wow, lol. 8 inches and thick.

oh, this is screenname boy from the last post.

and he wants me to talk dirty... oh. my. fucking. god. (can i just say that i'm blushing right now, lol.)

boo... he just asked me what i've done... fucking hell.

shit, he doesn't want a relationship.

*facepalms* i don't know what i'd like to do/change... i'm like at a fucking loss for words. shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit. part of me just wants to fuck him, and part of me is like "you want a relationship, not a fuck buddy, you're still a fucking virgin, take this shit slow". fucking hell. fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.

i'm such a goddamn tease, i don't know what i want anymore.

he asked if i'd be all submissive and shit... omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bites and scratches, being tied up- yes please!!

blowjob? hah, that should be interesting, you'll probably make me gag so fast. you're right- 1/2 way and i'd gag.

and he wants me to send him boob pictures, yeah- not happening. they're uneven, i hate them, i'm fat, and just... yeah. the others will be sent when you're sober- i'm not having your drunk ass showing the pictures to all of your friends.

i hate this. my body wants one thing, and my heart and mind wants another. it's like a constant tug of war.

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