Tuesday, September 11, 2007

first you say you won't, then you say you will

still no word, this is hurting me so much, what did i do to deserve this?

started thinking about cutting again. relax, relapse, relax, relapse again. its like a vicious cycle, i relapse every few years and create more scars that i'm ashamed of. the only thing that's been keeping me happy and hopeful is a wonderful career opportunity from mtv, and fob tomorrow morning. fob have actually helped me through a lot, i discovered them in the middle of the worst year of my life, and they cheered me up, gave me hope, and made me smile, and i can't thank them enough for it.

i really don't like you, stop posting every aspect of your life on myspace. and stop denying that you're talking about different guys in bands, we all know that you are, so stop lying about it.

i'm hanging off of every word you said.

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