Thursday, October 02, 2008

its been fun, we were fucked up and numb

i'm just so depressed. all i've been doing is sleeping, and i haven't done any work. and stress eating, oh boy today was bad. 2,500 calories of mcdonald's are in my body right now, and it feels gross. i miss the power that i had from not eating. simply amazing. not like i ever lost anything, my body is so fucked up.

i just feel so hopeless. with my family life, friend drama, and of course, boy drama. i hate that i can't find a boy, and i'm too shy to speak to anyone.

i need my alk3 show. drama free, and amazingness will occur.

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