and everytime we kiss i swear i can fly
i love cascada, but her songs make me feel like i'll never be happy. i've never had a relationship, i have zero experience with guys, and the guys that like me, i don't like back. i have a disturbing crush on my tap teacher, and he has a girlfriend.
so the sleepover was tonight. once again i was ignored by my class because they hate me, and even though i know this, i still fucking follow them and try to chill with them. they're my top friends on myspace, even though i know they hate me, what the fuck is wrong with me?? i just can't accept the fact that they hate me. and then the power went out at 11:30pm (like 25,000 people on staten island lost power, for the 2nd day in a row!!), so we all had to go home. a shitty end to a shitty program. now i loved the guest teachers we had, but i can't take sitting there wanting to slit my wrists because my classmates hate me.
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