a girl in my history of modern india class had a seizure in the middle of the lecture. we got the ambulance to come and get her, but it got me thinking of how short life is. do i really want to kill myself, do i really want to starve, develop all of the health problems that go along with having an eating disorder, fuck my knees up more by dancing? yes i do, i think about suicide everyday, and if i develop the health problems, i feel like i am a "real" anorexic for some reason, starving seems to be the only thing that clears my head, and if dancing is the only thing that kepps me sane, i'll keep on doing it even though i'll probably need surgery by the time i'm 35.
the used makes me happy, and this song makes me think of v2.
you know those stupid surveys where you put in someone's name, your favorite number, whatever, and they tend to be semi-accurate, but i did one that my friend sent me, and it was scarily accurate. there was a part where you put in songs, and here are the songs i put in, and what they mean:
7. THE SONG IN 8 IS THE SONG THAT MATCHES WITH THE
PERSON IN NUMBER 3 (the person in 3 was v2, and according to the survey, he's the one i love!!) "my blue heaven"- taking back sunday ("oh i'm just asking you to hear me, could you please just once just hear me" which to me is basically pay attention to me!!)
8. THE TITLE IN 9 IS THE SONG FOR THE
PERSON IN 7 (the person in 7 was this guy, v1, and according to the survey, i like him, but our relationship cannot work out, which is true, he's way too smart for me) "emergency"- paramore (this one was weird and scary!)
9. THE 10 TH SPACE IS THE SONG THAT TELLS YOU MOST ABOUT
YOUR MIND "time to dance (demo)"- panic! at the disco (mmmhmm, that's true)
10. AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT LIFE "cute without the e (cut from the team)"- taking back sunday ("which would you prefer- my finger on the trigger or mid-face dumbed down across the floor?")
weird, huh?
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