"we turn skeletons into goddesses and look to them as if they may teach us how not to need."

i bought a shirt with the names of various supermodels on it with hopes that it will "thinspire" me. ha, like there is anything that can help me. i saw an emaciated woman walking past me when i was walking to a restaurant with my friends the other day, and even though i had green tea and a salad, i wound up buying a giant bag of m&ms later that evening.

mmm, bam margera. i'm watching the vmas because i missed them the other night, and i really want to see fall out boy accept the viewers choice award because i love pete. ahh, "because of you", its a modern song!! oh why the fuck is peter wearing a cape?? well he looks hot in it, he's totally pimping it.

so i started classes on wednesday, i hate them already. i'm one of the smartest people in my math class, which is scary, history of india seems boring as fuck, i'm in waaay over my head in spanish, and i'm one of 3 non-theater majors in history of theater (the other 2 are my friends that are twin sisters, we've been pals since we were 4), so while everyone else has brilliant answers, we have shitty ones. its so weird that i'm a sophomore, i never thought that i would live this long, i thought that i would've killed myself or wound up in a mental institution by now.

i wish ernesto caused more destruction.