Wednesday, October 03, 2007

we were young, we never cared, and now we're scared of jumping in

over 200 entries of my rambling have been posted to this lovely little blog, but i doubt that the right people are reading it.

i need to stop dwelling so much on the past and focus on the future.

i was told today to not hold back because "you will regret not taking the chance to be the millionth most amazing version of yourself that you are.", and i really have to keep that in mind because that came from someone that i greatly admire.

i feel like i've been replacing my friends with new people, i haven't seen people that i've known for over 15 years in months, and yet i'm hanging out with random people that i barely know or know from myspace, and i feel horrible for doing this. i still love my old friends, but i love hanging out with my new ones.

sosososo awkward. nothing feels right.

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