Wednesday, February 27, 2008

things are shaping up to be pretty odd

"that green gentleman (things have changed)" has been stuck in my head since saturday. the chorus just applies itself so well to my current situation that i keep on singing it.

my doctor is making me take a diet pill. i feel like i've failed myself, i lost 25lbs 2 years ago on my own, and then gained it right back. i know i can do it, but my body just won't. i feel like a fake, like i won't be earning the loss. however i keep on thinking of how hot i'll look at the next show when i'm chilling with the band, and that will be awesome.

we're getting closer, and i'm so happy. i love that you trust me so much to tell me these things about you guys. for all you know, i could be one of those girls that shittalks all over the web, but i'm not, and i'm so glad that you trust me. i can't wait until we chill this weekend.

my brain voice is starting to scare me =/

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