i didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is i would still die for you.

i love being in manhattan, i just feel so alive when i'm there. its just something about that city, the people, the lights, the beauty of it all, it just captivates me and i feel alive, for once. i feel like i belong there, that i need to live there in a few years. (but i refuse to be a singing and dancing waitress)