i'm so far gone now, i've been running on empty

oxycotin, ritalin, and vodka- my favorite cocktail. i'm a drugstore cowgirl, mixing what i like until i get the numbness that i crave. its sitting here in front of me, and i'm debating taking it only because i have things to do tonight, and i can't be fucked up. (let's get fucked up and die.)