is this how we say goodbye?

i almost began to cry in modern, she told us to dance with emotion, to let it all out, and it almost did. i almost had a full breakdown, she told us to think of something to make us feel something, and with our song, i always feel sad, so i was thinking of everything, my fucked up life, how "hum hallelujah" makes me cry, amongst other things, and i started tearing up. my heart feels so broken, i feel so weak from it.