i was sitting in the dark before, reading "on the road" by jack kerouac by flashlight. i used to do that when i was a kid, when my life wasn't such a huge mess.
i shouldn't be allowed to see sad love stories, i get all emo during them because i know that i'll never have a relationship, there is no one out there for me. the boys that i do like show no interest in me, and the boys that show interest in me are usually ugly and have the iq of a pea.
school tomorrow. new semester, a fresh start, right? i'll probably fuck up again this semester, because i'll never do anything with my life.
eating is out of control, i'm back up to 175.2, i'm ready to shoot myself. 165.2 by valentine's day.
adasafjfhsdlk "my blue heaven" by taking back sunday just came on, now i really am gonna cry.
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