what will happen next; i don't wanna know

have you ever heard a song that just fills you with so much emotion? at the show the other night new found glory played "i don't wanna know", and i just got this feeling in my chest, like my heart was breaking. i love that song so much, every time i hear it i want to cry and sing my heart out, i don't know why. its a beautiful and sad song, i think its because i want what the song is about so badly, because i haven't experienced it yet.

so yes, fall out boy was fucking amazing, along with all of the other bands. i liked permanent me, they were all cute and they played some good music. lifetime was amazing, but nobody was really rocking out to them because we spotted pete and andy watching them from the wings, so everyone started taking pictures of them and stopped paying attention to lifetime. but i really liked them, they were so good!! then new found glory came on, i felt like i was 16 again, especially when they played "hit or miss", jordan had us sing the words, and i was one of a few people that knew them. and apparently ian is a hotter bass player than pete is. and the lead singer of say anything; matt, was there, and jordan hinted at them touring together, so i will so be there if they do!!! and then fall out boy came on. oh my goooooooooood, i think i died and went to heaven. they were so good, pete is like a little kid hopped up on sugar, he was running back and forth across the stage, spinning with his bass, leaping and spinning with it, he climbed onto this light thing and jumped off of it, he jumped into the crowd for "saturday", he licked Joe's guitar (damn my shortness, i saw a video of it before, i couldn't see it because they did it on the other side of the stage), best part of the night had to have been him licking his bass, and of course i didn't get a picture of it. joe troh is the craziest boy ever, he was running back and forth, jumping on things, and he kept on coming over to my side 'cause he liked us more, lol. patrick came over to us once, which was cool. andy is an amazing drummer, he just goes crazy up there. they sounded so good, they played some of my favorites (xo, patron saint of liars and fakes, dance, dance, nobody puts baby in a corner, this ain't a scene) and they just sounded amazing.

i must say, the crowd wasn't that bad either, it was filled with a lot of older kids, like 14 and up (although there was a 9-year-old there, she was pretty hardcore, we were all protecting her so she didn't get hurt), so they weren't as crazy as the 12-year-olds at the panic! show. there was a pit going on, and pete had to bring in a professional to start a circle pit, lol.

i wanted to slap some teenies, they were like 14, 15, and they were screaming shit like "i wanna fuck you pete wentz", i wanted to say to them "i have a better chance with him since i'm 19, so shut the fuck up", these were also the same girls that didn't pay attention to lifetime 'cause of pete and andy in the wings, and they also thought that everyone in the crowd would just let them through to the front, lol.

although i'm fucking pissed at my friends that were there. i met up with two of my friends that i saw panic! with (yay for being in college and not going back to school for 2 more weeks!), and t. well after the show i went to get my coat at coat check, and my 2 friends were gonna wait for me by where we walked in, and t was gonna find them 'cause we lost her during the show. so i come upstairs after the coat check, and they weren't in there anymore because the place was kicking people out, so i figured that i'd just meet them outside after i bought my merch. well i get out there, and they all disappeared!!! i met up with t on the train because she went to get it because she didn't feel well (stupid bitch was whining the whole time, when we were waiting outside, after the show, i'm NEVER going to a concert with her again), and my other 2 friends just left me and took the train over to brooklyn. whatever, i'm not gonna stress over it.

i swear like all of si's scene kids were there. i saw a girl that i dance with, this cute boy that works at hot topic (l and i tried to make him strip at the my chem cd party, that was a fun night), my livejournal friend, mad people that i go to/went to school with, it was so weird. and 2 girls recognized me from the panic! at the disco show, that was random.