dance with me through this rain

stayed up for most of the night, passed out for like 20 minutes because my mom was up and i didn't want her to be like "why are you up?". watched the rest of the sunrise after my mom went to work. it was different this morning, the world looked dead. the light blue sky looked like a bruise, the trees with almost no leaves on them were losing the rest of their leaves and they were rustling about. the world was covered in a fog, a blanket covering up all of the secrets. the world looked empty, dead, and cold, like me. and yet it was still beautiful.

i say i want a boy who understands me, and yet i can't let anyone in.