nobody likes you, everyone left you, they're all out without you having fun

i can barely keep my eyes open, i feel like i'm going to pass out.

ok, so i added a 29 year old on myspace, i was being nice, and its always fun to have new friends, and he's fucking hitting on me. he's ugly as hell and far too old for me. and he wants to meet me. hell fucking no!!! i did that once, that guy was so weird, and i vowed to never do it again. this guy wants a relationship, and i'm 10 years younger than him, that's just... gross! he should find someone his own age, if he wants to hook up with someone that's not even 19, there is something wrong with him. like if he was maybe 26, 27 (and good looking), i'd be ok with this, but he's 29. i need to block him on aim, i forgot to do that before, he's obsessed with the internet, and he was asking me about livejournal, which i do have, but i'm not giving it to him, so i gave him a bullshit excuse of i stopped updating it and he was all like "why don't you update it?" so i just said it contained a very dark period of my life, which included a suicidal best friend and he wanted me to go into fucking detail. and he got annoyed when i wouldn't!! asshole.

fuck, i forgot what i was going to say. oh, i began drawing again. just some simple traces, but it feels so good to do this, maybe tomorrow i'll actually draw something.