can't wait until my birthday, its going to be a weekend of non-stop partying because its on a friday, and then new year's eve is 2 days after so that weekend is going be fucking insane.
ever since i decided my new goal in life; to be a dancer for panic! at the disco, i've been pushing myself even more. like in hip-hop i was being maaaaaaaad gangsta, i was actually into it, rather than kind of doing it half-assed. same thing with everything else, i know that i need to get my ass on pointe in ballet soon before its too late, so i'm pushing myself even more (my side developpe is now past my shoulder, which is a vast improvement from last year where it was only hip high), i'm concentrating so much on my balance its getting better, i now know that if i want to dance on their next tour, i need to improve now.
and my dad said that he'll pay for acting lessons and get me an agent (he knows someone that knows one) so i can get somewhere, so yes, things are looking up.
no road trip tomorrow, r and i have too much crap to do for school. oh well, at least i have my friend's pictures and videos from the show, and my videos, pictures, and recordings of the show so i can watch those. omg, i didn't even know that i recorded my absolute favorite p!atd song "build god, then we'll talk", it came out so well, i can hear brendon perfectly, i'm so happy that i have that!!!!
i hate my job, but tonights show was fucking hysterical.
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