"we'll finish this conversation at the 'bees"- a to another girl, "oh, we're going to applebees tonight?"- me, "i'm not sure"- a. if you guys are going to fucking lie to me, at least do it right, don't say shit like that and then lie straight to my face. and here is a tip- don't post a group pic from tonight on myspace, or write about it in bulletins and shit like that, that's just fucking stupid.
why the fuck do i want to be accepted by these girls so badly? they hate me, i know this, and yet i'm sitting here wanting to cry because they lied to me about tonight.
i have a myspace message written to l, ready to send about all of this shit, but i don't know if i want to send it to her or not. i'm not ready to accept the truth about this.
why the hell do i keep on getting fucked over by people that i think are my "friends"? why don't they like me, i never did anything to them. stupid little cunts.
you're gorgeous, but sweetie, smile when you dance, you look so good when you smile.
i'm not going to send that message, i don't need more emotional wounds than i have right now.
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