from last night. i ♥ shatter me silent. it was such an amazing show, i was so excited to see them, as much as i was to see panic! over a month ago. i just sang/screamed my heart out and danced, and it was just amazing.
holy shit its christmas eve, i can't fucking believe it. it doesn't seem like it at all, maybe its because of the weather, i dunno. like i was walking around wearing my si feis hoodie (omg, its coming up in april!!) and i was so comfortable, and i'm so used to freezing my ass off this time of year.
mk meet jesse lacey last night and jesse told him that brand new will be playing more new york shows, so hopefully they'll come to my job (that would just make my life, even though i would cry during the "no-seatbelt song") soon.
most of my "friends" can't make my birthday, and yet i'm not saddened by it at all. these kids haven't spoken to me since they went away to school, except for t because she went to the show with me last night. but one of them is going to pa to become "un-gay" (lets blame his parents for that one), and another is going to fuck some random guy that she met online. t isn't sure, and y probably won't go because she's ditched us for her russian friends (they're very cliquey, i'm not being mean, but i don't like how she only speaks russian when she's with them and me, and how she drinks so fucking much when they're partying, i miss my old y). i'm kind of surprised that i'm not upset by this, i used to get so upset when they would make plans without me because i spent 3 years of high school and a year of college hanging out with them every single fucking day. i guess i finally got tired of their shit and grew up. so it'll just be me, r, e, m1 and m2, which is fine with me. i have more fun with them than with anyone else, i love those girls.
my chihuahuas are howling for no reason.
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