Monday, December 18, 2006

we lie awake and cry

its 4:45am, i'm wide awake, listening to jamisonparker and feeling like shit. another typical night.

listening to from first to last made me feel a hell of a lot better.

i think i'll walk down to the beach tomorrow and sit there and read for an hour or so. i love being there, its so calming and peaceful, and right now i could really use some peace and calm.

i still can't fucking believe that i cut last night. haven't done it for months, and i just cracked like that.

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