what a wonderful caritcature of intimacy

worst birthday ever. no one can come out to applebees tonight, e is in the fucking city (i am so pissed at her), r has to work, and everyone else is busy. they better come to the bar, someone needs to keep me from drinking all night (because that sounds mighty applealing right now). i'm so mad, i wish they had let me know before tonight that no one could make it.